Going into a tunnel, I’ll have to call you back

It’s not you, it’s me. Have I said this before? Well, this time I mean it. I’ve been crazy busy since deciding to start participating in markets to sell my jewellery. Of course, skipping one month of blogging leads to two, which leads to twelve. This is my slow attempt to break the ice and make an appearance or two here this year. So, I guess that’s it. See you in August.
No, wait. August is five months from now and in five months I am turning 40. I suppose I’ve been internalising a lot of what’s been going on with me, except for sharing a year in pictures over at flickr. There you’ll see happy, sad, bored and incredibly lazy, that is until about a month ago when I decided to start the markets. I’ve been beading madly away until my fingers and back hurt, but it’s so unsatisfying. I realised I’m doing it to keep from actually taking a risk with the silver work because I don’t know enough yet. I took a class over two Saturdays that gave me the courage to jump into it, but not enough knowledge to sustain the new habit. I’m so afraid of making a mistake (and with silver prices these days, it would likely be pretty expensive) that all my tools and pieces are sitting to the side while I mind-numbingly put together glass necklaces and bracelets.
I’ve realised this and now I have to rectify it. This weekend I’ll finish with the beads and next week I’ll begin the silver work. Wish me luck and fortunate mistakes.

2 thoughts on “Going into a tunnel, I’ll have to call you back

  1. Mistakes are what everyone makes to learn how to do something. My ring make look perfect but I see the mistakes. My sister’s necklace may look perfect but when she made it, I bet she could see the mistakes. You go girl!!!! Yippee!!!

  2. Whooo! Breakin’ the ice! Makin’ mistakes! Whooo!
    Mistakes are how we figure out what to do next.
    Uh… aren’t they? Oh, heck, have I been doing this wrong? Oh, well — I’ll just learn from this, and figure out what to do next.
    (See what I did there?)

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